What gets in my way

It's going on four years since my life changing accident that nearly took my life. I still suffer from minor things as a result from that accident. For instance I can't smell and my balance isn't what it used to be. Most of all the one thing I believe is my biggest draw back that's preventing me from what I want to do is my insecurities. For over a year I felt sub-human. I couldn't walk, barely talk and received rude stares because of the scars on my head. I've come a long way since those times but I feel it traumatized me a lot. I still feel inferior, and like I still have a lot to prove. No matter what I accomplish I never feel good enough. I still feel like I'm not a normal person.

Every time I hear this song it makes me go a bit further.